I am so happy.

Tonight I covered my son up with a pink blanket. I remember buying it in highschool to decorate my room. I am sure I never imagined that one day that blanket would cover my pregnant belly. I am sure I never imagined I would one day use it to cover my child.

I had this life in my head all planned out and ready to be lived. I was going to be rich and beautiful and married. Where would I work? It didn’t matter. Who would I marry? Irrelevant. I wanted to be glamourous and famous. I wanted people to know who I was and know that I mattered.

I am so much more content with my life now  than I was in those dreams. I am so happy I get to cover my child with my blanket. I am so happy to remember that time and know this time. I am so happy I have watched my life transform. I am so happy to have felt the transformation.

I am so happy.

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